I hate so bad when my mom and my grandma think their always right and I’m always more than wrong. I wanted to buy a new laptop but I needed something from my mom’s work to be able to buy it so she started with shit’s that I don’t know how much money It’ll cost to support my baby, but she’s more than wrong. I know every single cent I’ll spend with the child. And it bothers me so much just to think that they don’t even notice that I’ve changed, while everyone else who deals with me seems to see it. It’s fucked up. All I can say is that I work really hard to be able to support my baby and my future house without even ask for any money from my boyfriend or family. Is it possible that I feel better spending my days and night at the firefighters (my job) than at my own home with my family?! Sometimes it feels like I’m getting crazy, that I loose my mind.
Can’t wait to be me, my boyfriend and our baby. I know everything is going to be so much better, even my relationship with my family. Unfortunatly, right now everything sucks.